| Sigh life sucks again im so tired of everyone talking about killing them self and bring me into fights right now im hurting also and they dont give a dam about me and that hurts.
I sometimes dont know who all my friends are and im so confused and want to cry and scream and ahhhhh does anyone know what i mean? Im thinking of moveing back to my city where my mom is at right now and get a condo for rent or a house but i hate the traffic there >.>
im going to have to pack soon and dont know where to start just want to throw everything away be alot easier.
I know some people are my friends other im not sure because im a Mod of a fourm and they have to be nice because im a Mod or they get in trouble how do i know if they really like me for me as a human-friend and not as just a Mod with power? |
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| Im haveing a good morning im chating with Mercy and hes be funny and sweet he allways puts a smile on my face even thought he dont know it :P
I know I need to sleep more bit I dont want to im not tired im just in a weird state where hmmm cant even explain it if i wanted its weird lol.
lets see today im going to go home and harass my family get my christmas gift from my baby bro who droped it off last week and go food shoping because I have NOTHING to eat in the house and neither do the cats and i feel sick because ive not ate for a few days yes i know that dont help and take care of my self I will promise Kitty Eyes (did it work) :P
well im going to go and pick on mercy later all |
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| Today sucks >.> im still not use to this and its weird lol and also im sooo tired have not gone to bed since yesterday when i was talking to Mercy and hes going to kill me :P BUT I did eat so that counts right? Prays :P
well im going to bed soon and hope to have a good day tomorrow.
Thanks Mercy for everything.
Ciao
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| Hey Its Nuku and I just started with Mercy's help this is weird >.> but in a good way. I also have a live journal Im allways at so you might want to check it out http://www.livejournal.com/users/princess_zandra/ I know its not all sweet and everything give me a break its life everything cant be perfect and I write what I feel hope it dont bother you if so Im sorry. Well im going to go and try to make this all cute I hope if not oh well.
Ja Ne |
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